You can probably tell by the lack of blog posts that as time goes on grieving Erica has become more manageable. I still have moments that her death seems unreal. I have moments where I break down into tears, but my day to day life feels more in control. As time goes on my heart is still heavy when I think about my nieces growing up without their mother. They have a strong supportive family and I know that makes a difference but it's not how I pictured their lives. As time goes on I've noticed how many people are hurting with the loss of a loved one. Each day another family starts their grieving process. Erica's death has changed my reaction to the loss of life. I've realized just how quickly life can change. As time goes on different feelings and lessons will be revealed as I continue my journey through life.Quote: Time is the most undefinable yet paradoxical of things; the past is gone, the future is not come, and the present becomes the past even while we attempt to define it, and, like the flash of lightning, at once exists and expires. ~Charles Caleb Colton
