There continues to be a need inside me to justify my sister's death. What was the reason? We know the cause, anaphylaxis. But the how and why continue to plague me. Was it just her time? Was God sparing her from something unpleasant in her future? Justifying death is difficult. Many questions come to mind when I think about Erica's death. Why would her throat swell shut with NO known cause? Can stress really kill you? If stress can kill you then somebody or something was the cause of my sister's death. There has to be a reason. So, I will continue to seek the reason for her death. Justifying death is a process and the process continues.