When I first started my blog I needed a way to express my feelings while I was grieving Erica. My hope now is that others can read my posts and realize that their not alone in the feelings they have over losing a loved one. With that in mind, I'm going to be honest. Recently I find myself having resentful feelings when I hear other women talk about their sisters. Hopefully in time these resentful feelings will go away. Right now all I can think about is all the things Erica and I will never do together. When I see sisters laughing together those resentful feelings swell inside me. I'm not proud of these feelings but they're there. So, if through the grieving process you find yourself having resentful feelings for your situation, just know you're not alone.