It has been 31 Tuesdays since Erica passed away. Each Tuesday comes with different thoughts, memories, and challenges concerning Erica's death. I have a bad habit of going shopping on Tuesday after work. Typically I go to Hobby Lobby. The day Erica died, I did just that. I got off work and went to Hobby Lobby and then the grocery store. Several times over the last six months on a Tuesday, I found myself doing the very same thing. So today I came straight home. I don't like that a pattern has emerged in my life, especially one with a sad association. The plan is to change things up a bit. I know I won't stop shopping but I'm going to stop being so predictable.