Some nights I sit and wonder, did my sister know death was coming? You know how you get that feeling in your gut that something is wrong or that something is going to happen? Do you think we get that feeling when our time has come? I have no experience with this topic, but the thought that Erica knew death was coming has been with me for awhile. I find it intriguing that she went to church the Sunday before her death and church wasn't an every Sunday routine for her, or I. Was there something that prompted her to go? A feeling or a pull that she knew that's what she needed to do? Or was it simple coincidence? There may be no answer to this thought in my head, but the idea that we could be aware that death is coming is a little comforting.
Andrea,
ReplyDeleteI just stumbled across your blog.I am so sorry for your loss.Sorry I cant tell you it gets easier,because it doesnt. It changes somewhat but the pain is still there.I lost two Sisters 6 months apart.1998 My Sister Vickie age 39 heart attack and Debbie who turned 39 Dec 31rst from a mixure of Sleeping pills and darvacet(pain pill)Death certificate said accidental over dose,The loss was so sever that it was if someone had reached in and ripped my heart out.And to see my parents grieve,like you said it literally sickens you,Had it not been for my faith in God I would of lost it.My prayers are with you.Could you please tell me the name of the antibiotic Your Sister was taking.Please stop bt]y and add your name to my blog also here is my email prioritypimentel@yahoo.com Sounds like your husband has been your rock.
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John
Thought of you Over The Thanksgiving holiday.It was hard for me at first.I decided I was going to make it a good day,I even got out the photo albums I'm going to go thru them all and give each of my family member's an envelope with their pictures for Christmas.I Dont need to keep 15 albums anymore.Let them enjoy the pictures with their kids now.Always in my prayers
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John