I don't think it will matter how many days, months, or years go by there will always be things that I still wonder about concerning Erica's death. I still wonder about the circumstances in her life, and I wonder how if different decisions had been made by the individuals who impacted her life maybe she would still be alive today. It's long been said that with every action there is a reaction and with every action a consequence. The thing is sometimes we fall victim to others actions or inaction. I believe stress was a huge factor in my sister's death. Some of this stress was brought on by her decisions but a lot of the stress she was under came from others. This is why I still wonder if others had made different choices would my sister still be here today?